75 Years, What a Ride!

Previously published in Curious

Wow, what a year. Between Covid, completing my memoir, and creating a radical new model of reality, a lot has happened. Turning seventy-five is not what I expected. I’m amazed and proud that I’ve made it this far.

Here’s what I’ve learned this past year:

When Covid started, waves of fear knocked me over, in bed for days, unable to function. It felt like forbidden heresy, but I created inner boundaries to escape from the low collective unconscious frequencies of fear and hatred. New layers of protection emerged, bringing in safety, love, and inner peace.

My book complete, Unseen Connections: A Memoir from Pain and Violence to Joy; I’m evolving beyond my past. Old neural programs left behind, trauma transformed, self-worth reclaimed. Every horror, each trauma lusciously loved to death, transformed into an opening for more of my frequency to flow into the world.

The amount of healing that took place over the years of writing my memoir was phenomenal, transforming all the way down to my DNA. I discovered trauma is held in the fourth dimension. Most therapies, practices, and processes are based in the third dimension and therefore are rather ineffective. Healing each of the dimensions has been profound. A lifetime of inner torment, self-hatred, and panic has diminished beyond recognition.

Deeper layers of self-love melt into my cells, soothing my nervous system. Wars in my guts morph into lovefests. Joy bubbles up from my center, like an effervescence that tickles and delights my body from head to toe.

My epigenetics transformed with my conscious love and gratitude. The patterns and programs passed down in my lineage cleared, creating more space for my true essence.

Ancestors loved, honored, and thanked, not to keep them around and remember them, but to let them go, to help them evolve into their next dimensional shift. The ancestors released into freedom as I claim my freedom. It’s such a relief, millions of years of burdens, pain, fear, released, transformed, and evolved.

I’m stepping into new, consciously created circuitry and leaving behind the inherited neural programs.

This birthday I am coming out of hiding. The mystic emerging from the cave, bringing back a profound system of transformation.

My theory CM2=E, Conscious Multidimensional Evolution, is unfolding daily. We each can transform beyond the old, limited structure of reality and expand into our vast, empowered selves. We are all multidimensional beings, not nearly 3-D limited bodies.

1. Clean out the toxins and go on each of the 12 or more dimensions

2. Clear up 12 or more strands of DNA, remove the suckers and takers that siphon off vitality, health, and self-worth.

3. Bring in the highest frequency of each dimension to continue to raise the frequency of the low-level Bottom Sludge

4. Invite in your soul essence. Welcome home all the fragmented soul parts that have been traveling through the cosmos gathering all the information you need to evolve and come together into your greater essence.

5. Your embodied soul signature frequency becomes more coherent, radiating greater distances join with others a new reality beyond our current imagination evolves.

The implications of conscious evolution are staggering, more excellent health, joy, and inner freedom to be oneself, which leads to cooperation rather than competition. Since no one can be me, no one can do what I do; there’s no competition. The same is true for everyone; no one can do your soul essence.

My birthday gift is to share what I am learning about how to consciously evolve. My lifelong search is finally finding fruition. There’s no end to the discovery, a continuous joyous evolution into more of who we are.

I have no idea what the next year will bring; being in the void of the unknown is spectacular.